yet here i am.

blogs.... frighten me.... and yet here i am. Something about bearing all thoughts and feelings for... who knows... to read, doesn't seem quite right. and yet here i am. Every experience i have had with blogs, hasn't necessarily been positive. I think this is primarily because every experience i have had with blogs end up with my friends (as well as myself) bearing WAY too much information into their complicated minds that most of the world has no business knowing about. and yet here i am. I think its important to note here though that the last experience i had with blogs was myspace in high school. enough said. A 16 year old writing a myspace blog usually doesn't have much of a filtering system. so, here i am... no longer the 16 year old complicated mess with no filtering system. Instead, i approach the blogging world now as a 20 year old complicated mess with probably too much of a filtering system. Perhaps I'll be able to find a happy medium. That striving has kind of been the story of my life. (wait.. is that revealing too much?)

regardless of my apprehensions (big word points), here i am. Face to face with the probably-not-as-complex-as-i-think-it-is world of blogging. I think the main reason i gave into this was because i often find myself wanting to just get my thoughts out there, and the only mode i had been using was facebook notes. (i know... big stuff. i have moved on from myspace to facebook. true signs of maturity)

so, after that extended, unneeded introduction, i welcome thee, to my blog. The site where you will now be able to experience the intricacies of my complex mind every once and a while. This is not for the physically weak. It could be a bumpy ride.